Thu
Jan
8
Things are happening
And I seem to have been getting a little more sense of what i deserve and who I should spend my time with.
I also realized how much I love women, so much so that I broke up with the boy. Being straight to me sort of began to feel similar to how a straight man must feel if he fucks a gay man. I hate it, because he was great for me. But I need to be honest, no matter how much that sucks.
I’ve been go go dancing and running around going out quite often. And it’s been lovely. I feel more alive than I have felt in a while.
And each time I press myself up against a woman’s bare skin, I get that same feeling. Alive.
